sad.. depress..
i sayang him so much.. n he's now in another world... a world of happiness perhaps.
His death is due to liver cirrhosis (liver failure)..
Then.. his heart is very weak..
He stayed in ICU for 5 days..
Everyday, we go to visit him.. from 11am until 12am..
I held his hand.. it was cold.. I used my warmth to warm him..
He was unconsious..
One eye opened half while another closed..
He saw me crying..
His eyes seemed like telling me not to cry..
i sayang his head...
told him must be strong.. We all love him so much..
told him that jie jie is coming back next year..
must wait for her..
he noded..
didn't say a word, because he couldn't even talk..
His breathing is very fast..
I still remember on that day..
As usual, I'm the first one who went inside the ICU to see him..
His heart rate dropped from 85 to 69..
oygen intake from 97 to 89..
his eyes were closed..
I bursted into tears..
I called him 3 times: Gong gong! gong gong! gong gong!
he opened up his eye a little..
just a little..
I know he knows who I am..
I held his hand..
I didn't know whether he likes it or not..
then i pulled back my hand..
he held me tightly..
At 4.00pm,
I went the canteen downstairs to have my late lunch..
when I came back.. his heart rate dropped until 50.. oxygen intake 85..
i called my dad immediately..
after a while..
I got stomach ache..
maybe bcz the food was not clean enough..
Then i went out to rest..
called dad for quite a few times..
Ah Wen and Gu Zhang went in to see gong gong..
followed by dad..
when dad went in.. grandpa held my dad's hand tightly.. then with a sudden released..
seemed like he was waiting for my dad to come..
then the nurse called everyone of us to enter the ICU..
the heart rate decreased gradually.. and so did oxygen intake..
All of us was crying beside him..
Everyone said out what we wanted to say..
Then d heart rate and oxygen intake become 0..
all of us knelt down.. crying..
Then.. me, dad and yong le said we wanted to accompany gong gong back home with coffin car..
very sad..
very very sad..
Gong gong.. although u've left us..
we'll always remember you..
the memory with you will always be in my heart.. forever..
because of u...
Sending me to tonnes of tuitions and bringing me to anywhere I want..
Until I scored well today..
I love you gong gong..
